I feel unwelcomed inside my head
The thought of no control fills me with dread
The body moves, it plays the role but that’s not me
I am already dead
Already dead…
No longer an observer
Now contending in this mind game
Rumination resumes
Trapped in same cycle
Am I the only one sacrificing?
My life runs on autopilot because I'm consumed by disembodied voices getting louder and louder.
Look at my perfect fabricated smile
Is wide enough for the pain it covers?
Every day brings more dread
Raped by thoughts, I should be dead
Another day I must suffer
At the cost of my soul, the pieces of my life will never be whole.
The pain feeds
Draining my energy,
I don’t know what kind of life I want to lead.
This is the shit I take to the grave
I can’t be saved
Find my body beneath the tree
Broken and maimed
I try to escape but my efforts are pointless
Nothing more than a shameful display of weakness.
Never reaching a point where I’m free of all negativity.
Filled with a fucking sickness that affects all those in proximity
I feel unwelcome inside my head
Having no control fills me with dread
The body moves, it plays the role that’s not me
I am already dead
No longer an observer
Now contending in this mind game
Rumination resumes
Trapped in the same cycle again
Am I the only one sacrificing?
My life runs on autopilot because I'm consumed by disembodied voices getting louder and louder.
I’ve perfected this fabricated smile,
Wide enough for the pain it covers
Every day brings more dread.
Raped by thoughts, I should be dead
Another day I must suffer
I don’t know what kind of life I want to lead
This is the shit I take to the grave
Knowing my life cannot be saved.
Find my body beneath the tree
Broken and maimed
I try to escape but my efforts are pointless
Nothing more than a shameful display of weakness
Never reaching a point where I’m free of all negativity
Filled with a fucking sickness that affects all those in proximity
Never reaching a point where I’m free
credits
from DEADBEAT,
released May 31, 2022
Ft. Drew Keedy (Emulsified, Dream Void)
Absolutely crushing dissonant death metal!
With great production and tight performance from these meat sacks, this dark brutal dissonant masterpiece will be on my favorite list forever.
Don't pass up this album, trust me it's fuckin great!
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